i haz fangirl flail-spaz

I just posted this on my facebook.

WATCH ME START SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY WHEN PERCY MEETS ANNABETH AGAIN FRICK I MEAN HE DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT THOSE FIVE BOOKS AND IT'S GONNA BE ANGSTY AS HELL BUT DSFGHALJ I NEEEEEED THE SONS OF NEPTUNE

OH GOD IT MIGHT BE LIKE PEETA/KATNISS IN MOCKINGJAY PEETA FORGOT ABOUT KATNISS AND THEIR LOVE AND THAT BROKE MY HEART AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE CHARACTERS HALF AS MUCH AS I CARE ABOUT PERCY AND ANNABETH AND OH GOD THIS IS GONNA BREAK ME OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE JUST READING FIC ABOUT THE REUNION MAKES ME SOB AND  BREAKS MY HEART EVERY SINGLE TIME I READ FIC ABOUT THEM AND IT'S GONNA BE 100X WORSE IN THE BOOKS BECAUSE IT'S NOT CANON LIKE I DON'T REALLY LIKE RACHEL/PERCY BUT IF THEY STARTED DATING IN FIC I'M LIKE 'THAT BETTER NOT EVER HAPPEN' BUT IF IT HAPPENS IN CANON I WILL BE LIKE 'RACHEL YOU BITCH I HATE YOU' AND IT REALLY SHOULD HAPPEN IN CANON (ANGSTY PERCY/ANNABETH REUNION) BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T WANT IT TO BECAUSE IT'S JUST GONNA BE TOO MOTHERFUCKING SAD LIKE WHEN LIESEL KISSED RUDY WHEN HE WAS DEAD THAT BROKE MY HEART AND BREAKS IT EVERY TIME I READ IT AND THIS BETTER NOT HAPPEN AND IF PERCY OR ANNABETH DIES THEN I WILL NEVER THINK OF THEM IN THE SAME WAY AGAIN EVEN NOW I CAN'T THINK OF PERCY IN THE SAME WAY AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S LOST HIS MEMORY AND IT'S SO FREAKING DEPRESSING READING THE BOOKS AND WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME SOBSOB

Jess.
She has a problem.

It's even worse because I'm trying to post that I'm not obsessed with Logan Lerman anymore but people still think that I am. Honestly, Percy > Logan by far. He's not even that cute. And then there's the fact that a guy I like got together with a girl I hate (granted, because she liked him in the first place) and he asked me if I liked Logan and I was like "Uh." Wish I'd said no. But anyways.

Oh, and Taylor Swift's song Better Than Revenge has been playing nonstop for hours and it is amazing. I'm trying to see how many relavant tags I can apply to this post too.

nano meme

When and how did you find out about NaNoWriMo?

On Wuh-wuh. Last year. :)

Want to join up on the site (i.e., Want to be my writing buddy on the NaNoWriMo site)?

I'm hollypaw. With the dot. Or else I'm not. And that riymes.

Where do you write and with what do you write?

I enjoy writing everywhere. With a notebook. Or Word.

How do you find time to write?

I haz free time.

Are your partners, friends, and family allies or enemies?

Mostly enemies. One's an ally.

What are your strengths, and what do you use to help you get to the end?

Writing fast.

What are your weaknesses, obstacles, and challenges that hinder you from finishing?

No filler, planning, getting off course, finishing the word count but not the novel.

Do you plot/outline/plan, or do you write by the seat of your pants?  How much do you plot or how unprepared are you?

I try to plan. Key word try.

Do you participate in the real-life community, to to write-ins and meet-ups in your area?

Nope. Scared.

What are your writing aids?  Special snacks, music, totems, rewards, or punishments?

Muuuusic!