flytome

( meme under the cut )

I can't buy Call of Duty because it's a boy's game. That's bullshit. Girls don't usually play these kinds of games, well, you know what? Girls don't usually go to every hockey game they can get into, or ride motorcycles. I barely do any girl things yet I can't play COD because I'm a girl. /sigh/

So aliepie10 is doing commentary on some of the sadder parts of preteen girls/girls in their early teens, and I'm joining her with some of the same comments for my commentary. I'm not trying to attack anyone -- I'm not saying every 13-year-old girl is like this, but hey, some things just need to be snarked upon.

( Snark snark.  )

I just posted this on my facebook.

WATCH ME START SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY WHEN PERCY MEETS ANNABETH AGAIN FRICK I MEAN HE DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT THOSE FIVE BOOKS AND IT'S GONNA BE ANGSTY AS HELL BUT DSFGHALJ I NEEEEEED THE SONS OF NEPTUNE

OH GOD IT MIGHT BE LIKE PEETA/KATNISS IN MOCKINGJAY PEETA FORGOT ABOUT KATNISS AND THEIR LOVE AND THAT BROKE MY HEART AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE CHARACTERS HALF AS MUCH AS I CARE ABOUT PERCY AND ANNABETH AND OH GOD THIS IS GONNA BREAK ME OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE JUST READING FIC ABOUT THE REUNION MAKES ME SOB AND  BREAKS MY HEART EVERY SINGLE TIME I READ FIC ABOUT THEM AND IT'S GONNA BE 100X WORSE IN THE BOOKS BECAUSE IT'S NOT CANON LIKE I DON'T REALLY LIKE RACHEL/PERCY BUT IF THEY STARTED DATING IN FIC I'M LIKE 'THAT BETTER NOT EVER HAPPEN' BUT IF IT HAPPENS IN CANON I WILL BE LIKE 'RACHEL YOU BITCH I HATE YOU' AND IT REALLY SHOULD HAPPEN IN CANON (ANGSTY PERCY/ANNABETH REUNION) BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T WANT IT TO BECAUSE IT'S JUST GONNA BE TOO MOTHERFUCKING SAD LIKE WHEN LIESEL KISSED RUDY WHEN HE WAS DEAD THAT BROKE MY HEART AND BREAKS IT EVERY TIME I READ IT AND THIS BETTER NOT HAPPEN AND IF PERCY OR ANNABETH DIES THEN I WILL NEVER THINK OF THEM IN THE SAME WAY AGAIN EVEN NOW I CAN'T THINK OF PERCY IN THE SAME WAY AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S LOST HIS MEMORY AND IT'S SO FREAKING DEPRESSING READING THE BOOKS AND WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME SOBSOB

Jess.
She has a problem.

It's even worse because I'm trying to post that I'm not obsessed with Logan Lerman anymore but people still think that I am. Honestly, Percy > Logan by far. He's not even that cute. And then there's the fact that a guy I like got together with a girl I hate (granted, because she liked him in the first place) and he asked me if I liked Logan and I was like "Uh." Wish I'd said no. But anyways.

Oh, and Taylor Swift's song Better Than Revenge has been playing nonstop for hours and it is amazing. I'm trying to see how many relavant tags I can apply to this post too.

so my piano teacher is REALLY pissing me off right now. she's like 60 years old and she doesn't understand why i like guitar better (well, she's biased, but she tells me it's more convenient to play piano and that piano is MUCH better for all kinds of music). so that sucks because i do like guitar and i want to learn it.

and then she doesn't understand pop music and keeps making me confused with where i am in the song, like i'm getting off back into another verse and she's like "NO NO NO" and points me into the bridge. and then another time she leads me from a verse to the end of the song, which repeats the last few lyrics and it's obvious that it goes off from the end of the chorus.

and then she calls the notes doe ray mee and all those which i don't understand because i'm used to c d e and all that, so whenever she says see flat i move to c flat and she's like "NO, SEE FLAT" and i'm like "i AM on c flat" and ughh

and then she marks right over my NEW BOOKS which i actually intend to play fun out of and it pisses me off, thank god she's not teaching me guitar because if anyone marks over my green day book i'd spaz

and i'm a horrible note-reader, and my concentration goes funny when i try to read notes so sometimes i wind up staring at the note and spacing out for a few seconds while also trying to remember the note and then she says what it is in the funny note names and by then i've usually gotten it and then she says it and i lose it and it's like "OMG SHUT UP BITCH"

she also assigns scales that are so easy i've forgotten and she treats me like a 5-year-old when i'm in reality 13 years old.

and then as she left she told me i didn't practice enough and that computer was causing all the problems and i should practice the second i get home from school and leave the computer off so i don't forget and i'm like "computer is not the problem, okay?" and she's like "yes it is, you can check your email later" and i'm like "it's not email", and she said "whatever it is just don't go on so you don't forget" and i'm like "i have a messed up mind, i'd forget anyways" ('cause i have adhd, my mind is messed up and i forget like everything) and she's like, "no you wouldn't, you're very smart without that machine", and i said, "computer is not the problem," and she left with, "then prove it to me next week"

OMG SHUT THE FUCK UP LADY WHAT THE FUCKING BUSINESS DO YOU HAVE TO GET INTO MY PERSONAL FUCKING LIFE?
NONE.
AT ALL.

IT SUCKS THAT YOU'RE EVEN COMING TO MY FUCKING HOUSE EVERY WEEK.

SO YEAH.

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

and my mother isn't helping because she keeps screaming at me and just now she came in and asked me if i had my science homework done and i was like "what science homework?" and she says "cells?" and i said "oh ... i didn't know that was homework" and she said, "you have to try harder not to forget things, you have to cooroperate" and i wanted to scream "I AM FUCKING TRYING" but i didn't, i mean, i know my mom loves me and she's trying to help me but it's not working if she yells at me :/ and i am trying, but i have a severe case of add and a moderate case of adhd, so it's really really hard, especially if i can't stop moving and stuff

UGH

i mean, most of my friends are on the internet, and most of them i trust completely, i've seen pictures and i have their facebooks and all, and i've even met one of them on a trip (that was probably one of the best days of this year, despite being on an airplane for 2 hours and driving for 3) so it's really annoying when you're seperated from your friends in that way, and i communicate with my offline friends on the computer mostly

so that really pisses me off that people who i don't even know and people who i do know are trying to keep me from my friends and half my life (okay, i have no life, i admit)

so yeah, i'm pissed off

thank god that's a mood